onLy 1

My eyes are painted red
The canvas of my soul
Is slowly breaking down, again
Today I heard the news
The stories getting old
When will we see the end ?
Of the days, we bleed, for what we need
To forgive, forget, move on
Cause we've got

One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only One
Only One
(Only one)

The writing's on the wall
Those who came before
Left pictures frozen still, in time
You say you want it all
But whose side you fighting for ?
I sit and wonder why
There are nights, we sleep, while others they weep
With regret, repent, be strong
Cause we've got

One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only One
Only One

Just you and I
Under one sky

One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only One
Only One

One life to live
One love to give
One chance to keep from falling
One heart to break
One soul to take us
Not forsake us
Only One
Only One

okok...let me introduce to you the singer for this song...his name is ALEXENDER MAX BAND a.k.a ALEX BAND..

peerrrggghhhh..XD

uuu..yeaahh...one life to live...btol2...tapi manusia skrg ney dh xtaw nak mghargai hidup...xtaw nak jaga nyawa, macam la nyawa tu ada stok kat dlam peti ice kn...bnuh diri la, perang la..ngat nyawa tu bleh ganti ke?? cuba la fikir ckit...ada otak guna lutut..sejak bla pandai jadi tuhan ney..senang2 bnuh org..cabut nyawa org...apa ke bangangnya...! (zzz...emo sndiri=_=)

GoTta bE sOmEbOdy

one more song from NICKLEBACK..wohooo~! lagu ney for me agak best la..coz lagu ney bagi smgt or lbey tpt lagi harapan 4 someone utk moved on...

This time I wonder what it feels like
To find the one in this life
The one we all dream of
But dreams just aren't enough
So I´ll be waiting for the real thing.
I know it by the feeling.
The moment when we´re meeting
Will play out like a scene straight off the silver screen
So I`ll be holdin’ my breath
Right up to the end
Until that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with

`Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There`s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Somebody else that feels the same somewhere.
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.


Tonight out on the street out in the moonlight
And damn it this feels too right
It´s just like Déjà Vu
Me standin’ here with you
So I´ll be holdin`my breath
Could this be the end?
Is it that moment when
I find the one that I spend forever with?

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There´s gotta be somebody for me like that.

`Cause nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There`s gotta be somebody for me out there.

You can´t give up!
Lookin´ for that diamond in the rough
Because you never know when it shows up
Make sure you´re holdin` on
‘Cause it could be the one, the one you´re waiting on

‘Cause nobody wants to be the last one there.
'Cause everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Someone to love with my life in their hands.
There has gotta be somebody for me
Ohhhhhh.

Nobody wants to go it on their own
And everyone wants to know they´re not alone.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There `s gotta be somebody for me out there.

Nobody wants to be the last one there
And everyone wants to feel like someone cares.
Is there somebody else that feels the same somewhere?
There has gotta be somebody for me out there.

uuu yeaaahhhhh..nobody want to be alone, everyone want to live with someone that they love right??? ..but the fact is, at the end of this journey called life..we end it alone right?? =)

when SABAHAN speak SARAWAK~

Sinu - Masterpiece

Deka ku betanya ngagai nuan sulu,
nama penyalah aku.
Nyentuk ke nuan ambai,
ditemu ku belalai,
bekirum surat enggau bungai.

Uji madah ke aku,
nyema nadai pengerindu,
cukup meh nuan beduan aku.
Enti udah nadai jalai,
badu meh tua begulai,
taja pedih beserara enggau ambai.

Ukai ku enda madah dulu suba,
nuan pan sanggup begulai merinsa.
Tang diatu aku dikemula,
jaku enggau ati udah enda sebaka.

Mulut madah sayau,tang pengerindu lenyau.
Aku ditu merampau, nadai nuan irau.
Ukai amu sayau,ukai ku amu pengerindu
tang atiku cukup sinu.

Taja nuan enda sayau,taja nuan enda rindu,
ku meruan ngenang nuan sulu.

okok..entri kali ney pasal ney laa..lagu Iban yang aku suka drg...SINU by Masterpiece..hahaha..korg msti pening kn tgk lirik ney...apa pown xfhm..actually aku pown bukanya reti sangat meaning lagu ney...aku suka part chorus ja...tapikan aku adalah jgak tnya ngan kawan-kawan aku yang from suku Iban.. actually pasal pempuan @ girlfriend yang dah xda perasaan sayang kat pakwe dya...sbb 2 dya kata "mulut madah sayau"..mulut kata sayang..tapi kat hati dah xda papa feel g...haaaa....lbey kurg mcm 2 la...ngee...

ku dh pandae jakuk iban..hahaha...padahallll....=_=
bhasa melayu sarawak pown xpass ney pla nak cakap iban...huuuu...

HaRry PotTeR!!

huuu...finally harry potter dah sampai ke episod last..! I LOVE THIS STORY A LOT!!..aku start baca novel ney since form 1 klaw xclap..actually kawan lama aku yang introduce cta ney ngan aku...n aku dah baca suma novel Harry Potter (xcept yg ke 7...mlas doe nak bca..tbl btol!! so aku baca yg kat dpn n blkng je la..dahla BI,mlas nak selak kamus..XD)

aku finatik ngan cta ney, sampaikan kawan2 aku dulu panggil aku MISS POTTER..XD..lps ney dah xda dah miss potter..=(
for me la kan...aku prefer baca than tgk movie coz,dalam novel dya dscbe evrything..lagipown cta dya lagi menarik...klaw movie, bnyk yg dh cut..so kurang best la..

ney yang 1st..masa ney Harry cmel lagi..=)

ney 2nd..Harry Potter and The Chamber of Secret..masa ney Harry jmpa Horcrux Voldemort kat secret chamber kat Hogwart..then dorg taw nma sbnr Voldemort..Tom Riddle..

ney ke3..harry jmpa ngan kawn baek bapa dya...Sirius Black yg tlps dari Azkaban

ney pla yg ke 4...for me, yang ney agak best la..masa ney voldemort mncl blek dpn mata harry..tapi masa 2 suma xcaya ngan harry..in the same time, harry menang goblet fire..n voldemort bnuh cedric diggory..

harry potter and the order of pheonix ney yang ke5..masa ney agak sdey la coz Sirius Black mati..at the end of this story, rakyat dunia magic( ceyyy,aytt..)nmpak sndiri Voldemort mncl dpn dorg...so dorg pcya la ngan Harry...in this story, aku bnci sgt watak Prof Umbridge 2...bnci toll!!

ney yang ke 6..Harry Potter and the Half blood prince...masa ney Dumbledore mati sebab c Snape! Malfoy pla join Death Eater..

ney yang terakhir...huaa...lps ney dh xda..=(

kawan=)

eseh..rajen pla aku maw update blog ney..ok..skrg ney aku nak crta psl kawan...tidak dinafikan..(ceh,cam ayt krgn lak..XD..)ramai la jgak kawan aku..tapi dalam ramai2 tu..ada beberapa org la yg aku rapat...len tmpat,len la kwan..
SMK.MAJAKIR- waa..tmpat yg pling best..ngee..aku rapat ngan classmate aku masa form 4 n 5, mngkin sebab xramai kowt, tu yang aku rapat ngan dorg...

ney la classmate aku dlu..dlm gmbo ney nampk mcm baik kn..suma muka suci..padahal kat belakang.......

hahaha...ktaorg ney bnyak karenah msa sklh dlu..tapi yang paling pntg, dorg mmg gempak ar..kdg2 aku rasa mcm nak ulang balik suma kenangan ngan dorg msa sklah dlu..RINDU doe...skrg ney, walaupon dh stdy jauh2..tapi ktaorg still cntc..klaw ada msa free ktaorg kuar sama..mmg aku syg la ngan dorg..love you much!!

among ramai2 tu..syefa la bestfriend aku..ktaorg dh kawan since sklah rndah..

epa yang kat blah kanan aku...mmg best ar nhan dya..understnding, caring..skrg ney dya kat U tUN Hussin Onn, Johor..walauown ktaorg jrg cntc, tapi bla dh jmpa..mmg dh xngat dunia..bnyk sgt bnda nak cter..
sorg g kawan yg aku rapat, shida..a good listener=)
i love being friend with them!

them aku msk PLKN..kat KEM TEMASYA RIMBA TEMPLER,RAWANG,SELANGOR (waa..i miss this place a lot!!..bnyk kngn doe) kat cni aku rapat ngan Tasha, Cawwa,Pa'ej,Che'a..RINDU SANGAT-SANGAT NGAN DORG!!! bnyk bnda yg ktaorg lalui sma2 msa kat sna...aku brtuah sgt coz dpt knl ngan dorg..

after 2 and half month..aku abez kem, blek hometown..tnggalkan suma KENAANGAN kat KTRT...huuaaaa...miss them much!!

after result kuar, aku dapt offer stdy kat KML..tapi before aku dftr,aku g interview mktb...ok,msa orientasi kat KML..serius aku cakap..teruk gyla!!!! tekanan doe..hahahaha..mmg kna seksa la..masa kat KML, aku dpt course SAINS HAYAT! my fav 2..=)

ney classmate aku dulu..H6T39..=)
best doe dorg ney...tapi syg, sebulan ja aku kat sana..

ney pla kwn rapat aku masa kat matrixx...jima and yen..=)

owkey..but now..i have them=)

classmate yg agk gyla2..hahaha..tapi mmg njoy ar ngan dorg..wlupown sometime ada ja xkena..tapi besala 2 kn?? klaw ngan dorg,mmg akn gelak ja la...korg mmg BEST la!!

love them a lot..!!!=D

If ToDay WaS yOuR LaSt Day

my best friend gave me the best advice
he said each day's a gift & not a given right
leave no stone unturned
leave your fears behind
& try to take the path less travelled by
that first step you take is the longest stride

if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you leave each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
if today was your last day

against the grain should be a way of life
what's worth the price is always worth the fight
every second counts 'cause
there's no second try
so live like you're never livin twice
don't take the free ride in your own life

if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you leave each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
would you call those friends you've never seen?
reminisce old memories?
would you forgive your enemies?
would you find that one your dreaming of?
swear up & down to God above
that you'll finally fall in love?
if today was your last day

if today was your last day
would you make it up by mending a broken heart
you know it's never too late
to shoot for the stars
regardless of who you are
so do whatever it takes
'cause you can't rewind
a moment in this life
let nothing stand in your way
cause the hands of time are never on your side

if today was your last day
& tomorrow was too late
could you say goodbye to yesterday?
would you leave each moment like your last?
leave old pictures in the past?
donate every dime you had?
would you call those friends you've never seen?
reminisce old memories?
would you forgive your enemies?
would you find that one your dreaming of?
swear up & down to God above
that you'll finally fall in love?
if today was your last day

..

actually lagu ney dah lama dah..aku baru perasan yg lirik dya best and meaningful! hah...gambo kat ats 2 gambo pnyayi lagu ney...mmg bagi semangat ar lagu ney..

live like today was your last day..
leave all the pictures in the past..let not the past hinder your future..!
forget~forgive~move on~

eNgLisH sTuDieS!

waa...long time no update..klaw bkn sebab Aisyah Syazana,aku x update blog ney..XD
okok..straight to the point (bajet TeSL pla..XD)..english studies, 1 of my fav subject kat maktab ney..walaupown kdg2 aku ney agak liat nak hfl2 literature devices tapi kalw cmpare ngan sbject len, sbjct ney je la aku rasa aku bleh enjoy...xtaw la sbb apa..lecturer dya bez kowt..agaga...this sem ktaorg stdy sal nvel Mango Season..

nvel ney psl arrange marriage dalam kaum India..bleh thn best ar jgak cter dya..LOVE MARRIAGE vs ARRANGED MARRIAGE..then timbul la pla soalan ney.."have you ever thought about your marriage?" memang agak diluar jangkaan la soalan yg lecturer aku bg ney..my answer is................

YES! I've thought about my marriage...zzz..salah meh klaw aku fkir sal khwin, xsmstinya aku fikir sal kawin aku dh nak kwen..nononono...it's not like that...aku start fikir ney since secondary school kowt..hahaha...gete pla taw..hahahaha...actually, i want to plan my life properly..kawen ney bkn bnda main2 baii...soal hidup ney! i want the best in my life, i want to make my parents happy and proud with me, if not me who else..????? lagipown,org2 yg ada kat sekeliling aku membuatkan aku fikir pasal bnda ney..(mcm ayt nvel lak..XD)...bila aku blek rumah or bila aku attend wedding day sedara mara aku..adala suara2 yg akn cakap "ain, jangan kawin awal-awal, kerja dulu..kasi senang dulu parents kaw" okokok...tu 1..from mama pla " klaw maw cri hsband cari yg ada kerja, make sure personaliti bagus..klaw x,nant jadi mcm ________________ pla"(lbey kurg mcm tu la ayat my mum..bila aku dgr semua2 tu, aku trus jadi takut pla..klaw ad yg maw jadi more than friend, i take time to accept them..tapi skrg lain la..since aku break dulu..sampai skrg la aku trauma maw couple..FOBIA CHENTA la katakan..lagipown akak-akak usrah dh motivate and share mcm2...what is the pro's and cont's couple ney and of course apa actually pandgn Islam dlm bab2 couple ney...since that..i've change =)

owkey for me, both arrange and love marriage ok..as long as we know how to handle it after married..tgh2 bwat kerja ngan member2 aku td pagi..ktaorg pown sbok berangan psl isu ney..hahaha...mmg agak gempak la diskusi ilmiah aku Aina, Kak Dolor and Mon tadi..haha..
what we want is- thn pertama kawen, every month kena clbrate anniversary..dinner + bunga + kek
-second year, start bwat every year..dh xbleh nak bwat every month coz dh ada ank..hahhahaha
agak bangang la...

so..pasal soal kwen mawen ney..aku berserah ja..so far, i still not found someone yg bleh replace tmpt yg kosong 2..sebab?? bnyk la sebabnya.. susah doe nak cari..hahaha...nak tunggu dya ka?? ntah la..dya xtaw pown aku tunggu dya, tup2 dya jmpa someone else..gigit jarila saya...hahahahahaha..=D
papa pown, i want to leave the past..i don't want let the past hinder my future (choo, sya pnjm ayt kamu k..)
yg sudah tu sudah..
i will not give up!!
lookin' for that diamond in the rough=D